Monday, January 28, 2008
25 jan 2008.
went back to school to see the FDC squad.
much improvement since the last time i seen them.
that's very well done. but i hope this continues till the end of competition.
26 jan 2008.
went hq together with kaiting and joan.
for the make-up vi meeting. at 11am.
end meeting at around 12.30pm
had a short talk with south D.A.D, chiu weng sir.
then went to help out for YOSS.
saw my school's 3 pretty YOs and mrs sharin lim, of cos, pri school YO.
joan and i went PS to get some photos developed and helped guozhong sir and bobby and wenjun with the shopping.
then went back there again to get food.
had rehearsal for the POC.
lcc was super funny with all his lil' actions.
lols.
the real thing start at dont know what time. didnt check time.
watched a short vid before that.
then it was the time.
mentors gave us our ranks.
and we were supposed to say a 2mins speech.
i seriously dont know what i'm saying at that point of time.
cos my mind was not functioning.
i just say whatever that came to my mind.
guessed i said this.
"i seriously hate oa alot. i hate doing oa?"
all i knew at that point of time, there were many noise coming from my batch.
and from the corner of my eyes, i guessed i saw jf sir laughing.
well. no matter what i said, it's all over.
and it's a start of a brand new journey as a vi.
i really didnt regret joining vip.
still can remember when i first joined, it was hanif, fion and evonne maam's words encouraged me to go.
hanif and fion kept asking if i'm joining or not.
and my reaction was, "vip? omg. no way man."
but what changed my point of view was evonne maam's words on msn.
"join vip. be part of us. let the light shine over all mankind."
the last part really inspired me alot. and i was so encouraged by it.
the journey of this course was tough.
all of us had many sleepless nights.
especially for me cos at that point of time i was still working.
but glad that there were my groupmates and batchmates who helped me through this vip.
and cos of them, i managed to pass. and i'm glad that all of them passed too.
vip0908 is a batch that i will always remember and love.
after the POC was happy hours.
all of us were making alot of noise in the hall.
eating, drinking, playing, making a fool out of ourselves.
many of the trainers were trying to join us in our conversation.
which was kinda funny for me. as qj sir was trying to join into a girls' convo. lols.
but of cos. we just talk like normal.
guys did some taupok. and girls were just sitting down and having fun.
it was an awesome night spending with 0908 and of cos with the trainers.
went home after that. had a terrible splitting headache.
guessed i drank lil water that's why i had a headache.
27 jan 2008.
stayed at home. and helped mummy with the baking of new year cookies.
was super tired after which. and was just to lazy to go bathe.
but with all the sweat and flour, it was super gross and disgusting for me.
that i decided to go bathe. and keep myself clean.
went down to ntuc and get some wine and sparkling for myself and dad's friend.
oh. my fav uncle came back from hongkong with his taiwan wife!
he's gonna give us a treat on the third day of cny.
simply cant wait for it. as i simply missed him TOO much!
it has been 5 years since i last seen him.
I just think of you ♥, 3:28 AM.
Friday, January 25, 2008
just came back from school.
collected O level results!
i've got no L1R5.
but got L1R4 + cca.
which is 12 points.
seriously at that point of time, i dont know whether to cry or to be happy.
there's still two different feelings in me even after taking the results.
happy and sad.
happy cos i got 12 points which is quite a good score to get into poly (according to ruth).
sad is cos i cant believe that i didnt get my distinctions for both my mathematics!
and i cant believe i failed my combined humanities.
i'm sure mr ganesan is kinda disappointed.
i put in so much effort.
seriously, i put in freaking more effort for maths than for other subjects.
and in the end, my distinctions just flew away right before my eyes.
that kind of feeling is terrible.
and at that point of time, i just broke down. dont know why too.
thank goodness i got distinctions for my chinese and CCA.
if not i dont think i can even get 12 points.
stephen also got 12 points.
felt really hard to control my feelings right now.
but i'm still be able to apply for my poly courses.
especially accountancy.
thank god!
what's over is over.
and i really really thank god for this result.
even though is not what i expected.
but yeah. i'm still very satisfied with it.
really thank God so much for it.
now i really hope i can successfully get into the poly course i want!
GOD, help me again. grant my wish again! amen.
and reggie did quite okay. but please cheer up okay! (:
collected O level results!
i've got no L1R5.
but got L1R4 + cca.
which is 12 points.
seriously at that point of time, i dont know whether to cry or to be happy.
there's still two different feelings in me even after taking the results.
happy and sad.
happy cos i got 12 points which is quite a good score to get into poly (according to ruth).
sad is cos i cant believe that i didnt get my distinctions for both my mathematics!
and i cant believe i failed my combined humanities.
i'm sure mr ganesan is kinda disappointed.
i put in so much effort.
seriously, i put in freaking more effort for maths than for other subjects.
and in the end, my distinctions just flew away right before my eyes.
that kind of feeling is terrible.
and at that point of time, i just broke down. dont know why too.
thank goodness i got distinctions for my chinese and CCA.
if not i dont think i can even get 12 points.
stephen also got 12 points.
felt really hard to control my feelings right now.
but i'm still be able to apply for my poly courses.
especially accountancy.
thank god!
what's over is over.
and i really really thank god for this result.
even though is not what i expected.
but yeah. i'm still very satisfied with it.
really thank God so much for it.
now i really hope i can successfully get into the poly course i want!
GOD, help me again. grant my wish again! amen.
and reggie did quite okay. but please cheer up okay! (:
I just think of you ♥, 8:45 AM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
firstly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUIYING!! (:
miss you freaking lots. lol.
basically nothing much these few days.
stayed at home and rot!
will be going back down to school later.
for let say 30min?
just to see how's the squad progress. and maybe see the teachers.
then go down to HQ to get VI UNIFORM!!
omg. cant wait. so excited you know!! hahas.
will be meeting zalinah later. oh that bimbo! lols.
oh and i rebond my hair.
okay that was kinda random. but yeah!
70 bucks. including treatment, cutting of hair.
so now i have short rebonded hair.
felt kinda weird at first. but used to it now!
70 bucks is seriously very cheap okayyy!
wanted to do some highlighting as well.
but POP this sat. so, ar! forget it!
if not cos of this POP, probably i would do highlighting.
so maybe some other time. maybe after CNY?
tmr's getting O level results.
omg!
got two mixed feelings. excited and worried.
excited cos finally can get to see my results.
worried cos afraid that i might not do well.
but i know. what's over is over.
i can only leave the rest to GOD.
i'm sure HE has a plan for me.
so 4A. many lucks okayyy, for the results. (:
TAG REPLIESS!!!
nette: hahhas. i talk like dorcas!!! omg!! lols. i miss you freaking lots, nette. i miss the times mr ganesan nag during lessons. hahas. i'm not going for class bbq. gotta go somewhere. yeah.
dorcas: hahahs. dorcas, relax! lols. you're missed too. badly! lols.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUIYING!! (:
miss you freaking lots. lol.
basically nothing much these few days.
stayed at home and rot!
will be going back down to school later.
for let say 30min?
just to see how's the squad progress. and maybe see the teachers.
then go down to HQ to get VI UNIFORM!!
omg. cant wait. so excited you know!! hahas.
will be meeting zalinah later. oh that bimbo! lols.
oh and i rebond my hair.
okay that was kinda random. but yeah!
70 bucks. including treatment, cutting of hair.
so now i have short rebonded hair.
felt kinda weird at first. but used to it now!
70 bucks is seriously very cheap okayyy!
wanted to do some highlighting as well.
but POP this sat. so, ar! forget it!
if not cos of this POP, probably i would do highlighting.
so maybe some other time. maybe after CNY?
tmr's getting O level results.
omg!
got two mixed feelings. excited and worried.
excited cos finally can get to see my results.
worried cos afraid that i might not do well.
but i know. what's over is over.
i can only leave the rest to GOD.
i'm sure HE has a plan for me.
so 4A. many lucks okayyy, for the results. (:
TAG REPLIESS!!!
nette: hahhas. i talk like dorcas!!! omg!! lols. i miss you freaking lots, nette. i miss the times mr ganesan nag during lessons. hahas. i'm not going for class bbq. gotta go somewhere. yeah.
dorcas: hahahs. dorcas, relax! lols. you're missed too. badly! lols.
I just think of you ♥, 3:00 AM.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
VI meeting tmr at campsite.
wont be able to go for it.
as need to go back to malaysia. for some shit stuffs!
passing out ceremony for vip0908 next saturday.
awaiting for this day to come.
and cant wait to get the vi uniform.
and also cant wait to see my batchmates again.
even though have seen them last sat.
really miss them freaking lots.
went back sec school to look at fdc squad on wednesday.
super slack and lack of discipline!
argh! really feel like scolding.
but i cant do anything. i only can look and give advices!
pissed! freaking pissed!
had a cold war with dad these few days.
just over one small matter.
and it's not me who started this shit!
he'e the one. he didnt apologised at all!
what the hell. he still wants me to apologise over something that i didnt do.
what the freak! whats the problem with him?!
why cant he be more broad-minded?!?!?
a guy being so narrow-minded and petty is so freaking gay!
he must learn how to let go.
seriously i feel like talking back at him.
but what's the point.
he will still insist that i'm the one at fault and he did NOTHING wrong.
kept giving excuses and super stupid reasons like you want face!
what the shit. you're not even some big shot. want so much face for what?!?
if he's angry with me, then so be it. but he actually vent his anger at my mum!
what the hell! what kind of man are you! petty, narrow-minded gay!
i just dont understand why i have such a dad like him!
wont be able to go for it.
as need to go back to malaysia. for some shit stuffs!
passing out ceremony for vip0908 next saturday.
awaiting for this day to come.
and cant wait to get the vi uniform.
and also cant wait to see my batchmates again.
even though have seen them last sat.
really miss them freaking lots.
went back sec school to look at fdc squad on wednesday.
super slack and lack of discipline!
argh! really feel like scolding.
but i cant do anything. i only can look and give advices!
pissed! freaking pissed!
had a cold war with dad these few days.
just over one small matter.
and it's not me who started this shit!
he'e the one. he didnt apologised at all!
what the hell. he still wants me to apologise over something that i didnt do.
what the freak! whats the problem with him?!
why cant he be more broad-minded?!?!?
a guy being so narrow-minded and petty is so freaking gay!
he must learn how to let go.
seriously i feel like talking back at him.
but what's the point.
he will still insist that i'm the one at fault and he did NOTHING wrong.
kept giving excuses and super stupid reasons like you want face!
what the shit. you're not even some big shot. want so much face for what?!?
if he's angry with me, then so be it. but he actually vent his anger at my mum!
what the hell! what kind of man are you! petty, narrow-minded gay!
i just dont understand why i have such a dad like him!
I just think of you ♥, 4:02 AM.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
12 january 2008. OA accreditation and FD accreditation.
met up with munching, yirui, safa, ser, joyce and guo ying.
went to campsite together.
but realised gate was locked.
stayed outside for awhile and wait for someone to get the keys to unlock it.
went down to canteen, took attendance and wait for further instructions.
first part of OA accreditation was knots and lashings 1&2.
first time did the accreditating.
i wasnt sure of how i should give the marks.
so xinyu and i just anyhow give the marks.
after which was map reading, which i totally suck at it.
but overall i think i manage to do well for it.
cos of selwyn. thanks so much! (:
then was silver theory test. no comments!
went for lunch and came back.
and it was FD accreditation.
it was fun doing the slow march.
but i guessed i kinda screwed it up!!
those who did it with me will know that i did quite a lot of mistakes! (:
commanding was okay, i think.
but i mixed up the command. and i was super embarassed by it.
something very funny to share.
as i was commanding the squad, i didnt realise the squad was marhing towards the tree.
and i just gave berhenti. after which i fall out. and get the next person to command. i realised hanif was under the tree with leaves covering his face!
omg. at that point of time, i was laughing like nobody's business!! lols.
anyway, brother, i'm so sorry about it. lols!!
finished with all the accreditations and went for dinner with 0908.
ate at kfc. made a lot of noise there. oops!!
went back home together with ser, joyce and munching.
slept on the train on the way back. really really very tired!!
reached home. bathe. used com. sleep!!
13 january 2008.
went shopping. slack at home.
met up with munching, yirui, safa, ser, joyce and guo ying.
went to campsite together.
but realised gate was locked.
stayed outside for awhile and wait for someone to get the keys to unlock it.
went down to canteen, took attendance and wait for further instructions.
first part of OA accreditation was knots and lashings 1&2.
first time did the accreditating.
i wasnt sure of how i should give the marks.
so xinyu and i just anyhow give the marks.
after which was map reading, which i totally suck at it.
but overall i think i manage to do well for it.
cos of selwyn. thanks so much! (:
then was silver theory test. no comments!
went for lunch and came back.
and it was FD accreditation.
it was fun doing the slow march.
but i guessed i kinda screwed it up!!
those who did it with me will know that i did quite a lot of mistakes! (:
commanding was okay, i think.
but i mixed up the command. and i was super embarassed by it.
something very funny to share.
as i was commanding the squad, i didnt realise the squad was marhing towards the tree.
and i just gave berhenti. after which i fall out. and get the next person to command. i realised hanif was under the tree with leaves covering his face!
omg. at that point of time, i was laughing like nobody's business!! lols.
anyway, brother, i'm so sorry about it. lols!!
finished with all the accreditations and went for dinner with 0908.
ate at kfc. made a lot of noise there. oops!!
went back home together with ser, joyce and munching.
slept on the train on the way back. really really very tired!!
reached home. bathe. used com. sleep!!
13 january 2008.
went shopping. slack at home.
I just think of you ♥, 12:32 AM.
Friday, January 11, 2008
9 JAN 2008, KEITH'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEITH!! (:
10 JAN 2008, GEORGE KOH'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
okay, woke up kinda early today.
dont know why also. lols.
went to ntuc, which is just across my house.
to get the food needed for saturday's oa accred.
maggi noodles, can food. i hope i didnt left out any.
yeah. came back home. and start using com. guessed today is another slacking day for me.
brief about what i did yesterday AT HOME!
use com. revised for my oa accred which is on the saturday!
okay, i seriously suck at oa. especially at map reading.
it is like, an alien to me? grr! but have to do it no matter what, in order to pass vip.
yeah, so i'm gonna tell myself, "JUST DO IT!!"
lols. sound familiar. the nike motto thingy!
the brand that qijun sir always wear. lols.
but really, hope i can pass vip.
so that i can continue to serve red x and my sch unit!
serve my sch unit? some people might think i sound so fake.
but it's true lah. my sch unit has given me many many opportunities to prove myself when i was still a cadet.
so now, i hope to repay back what my sch unit has done for me.
tomorrow. going back down to my sch unit again.
going to see see look look around together with fion, fiona, ruth.
the BIG FOUR!! hope our sch unit would not become what fiona had said. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEITH!! (:
10 JAN 2008, GEORGE KOH'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
okay, woke up kinda early today.
dont know why also. lols.
went to ntuc, which is just across my house.
to get the food needed for saturday's oa accred.
maggi noodles, can food. i hope i didnt left out any.
yeah. came back home. and start using com. guessed today is another slacking day for me.
brief about what i did yesterday AT HOME!
use com. revised for my oa accred which is on the saturday!
okay, i seriously suck at oa. especially at map reading.
it is like, an alien to me? grr! but have to do it no matter what, in order to pass vip.
yeah, so i'm gonna tell myself, "JUST DO IT!!"
lols. sound familiar. the nike motto thingy!
the brand that qijun sir always wear. lols.
but really, hope i can pass vip.
so that i can continue to serve red x and my sch unit!
serve my sch unit? some people might think i sound so fake.
but it's true lah. my sch unit has given me many many opportunities to prove myself when i was still a cadet.
so now, i hope to repay back what my sch unit has done for me.
tomorrow. going back down to my sch unit again.
going to see see look look around together with fion, fiona, ruth.
the BIG FOUR!! hope our sch unit would not become what fiona had said. (:
I just think of you ♥, 1:42 AM.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
went down to hq last friday.
passed the money $$$$ to stephen sir.
for the vi uniform. yupps.
chit chatted with batchmates and also evonne maam.
got new type of stretcher lah!
army type one. and it's like super super super cool?
lols. it can be folded into FOUR parts lah.
OMG! cool.
wanted to go ps eat dinner with them.
but gotta go back down to sch for the orientation.
went back down. saw many many familiar faces.
had this sudden feeling. I MISSED SCHOOL SO MUCH!!
i didnt helped at the booth. hahas.
cos i was busy catching up with my friends!!
FIONA GHUI!! she was like screaming like some madwoman lah.
hahahs. i screamed too. took photos with her and of cos, RUTH!!
only BIG THREE. cos the last one is at camp. *pouts*
anyway anyway. saw marcus ong. and also also many many wonderful friends.
and not forgetting the teachers!!
MR GANESAN! MDM TOH! MR TAN CHEE WAN! MR FIRHAD! MR OW! MS NG! MS SEET! MS LIANG! MS WONG! MS SHAM! MS TAI! MRS LIM!
i super super love them lots lah! best teachers in the world!
wanted to watch the performance at 815pm one.
after walking into the hall. being told to leave. cos we are not properly attired?
maybe cos we are not in sch uni. thats why.
but like that also considered not properly attired?
really dont get it.
went back malaysia on sat. went on a shopping spree with aunts, cousins and parents.
bought 2 pairs of heels, a pair of shoes, a pair of sandals.
2 shirts. 2 pair of shorts.
i guessed in just one day i spent like more than $100?
heh. anyway, on sunday went shopping with cousins and parents again.
went to eat dim sum for breakfast. and went off to shop!
bought more shirts and shorts. and jeans!
big harvest in this new year. 2008.
lols. i seriously bought alot alot of clothes and stuffs this year that i lost count of it.
i gotta save money now!
i must start saving.
lunar new year need money for gambling.
cousins' weddings need money too.
argh! i'm gonna be broke soon!
i seriously hate it when people forced me to do something i dont wish to do.
its like i dont want to go work anymore, parents are forcing me to go work at uncle's lawyer firm.
whats the point.
yes, i can learnt something there. but i wont be happy working there.
it's like at malaysia. i wont be able to use the com that often to ctach up with my friends.
and now my dad told me that got chance go back ICA work.
i was like, "its none of my business. i dont wish to work. i wanna stay at home and relax."
i've sacrificed ALOT of my relaxation time just for this work.
grrr. why cant parents just try to understand what i exactly want.
why must they forced me to do something i dont wish to do?
grr!!
passed the money $$$$ to stephen sir.
for the vi uniform. yupps.
chit chatted with batchmates and also evonne maam.
got new type of stretcher lah!
army type one. and it's like super super super cool?
lols. it can be folded into FOUR parts lah.
OMG! cool.
wanted to go ps eat dinner with them.
but gotta go back down to sch for the orientation.
went back down. saw many many familiar faces.
had this sudden feeling. I MISSED SCHOOL SO MUCH!!
i didnt helped at the booth. hahas.
cos i was busy catching up with my friends!!
FIONA GHUI!! she was like screaming like some madwoman lah.
hahahs. i screamed too. took photos with her and of cos, RUTH!!
only BIG THREE. cos the last one is at camp. *pouts*
anyway anyway. saw marcus ong. and also also many many wonderful friends.
and not forgetting the teachers!!
MR GANESAN! MDM TOH! MR TAN CHEE WAN! MR FIRHAD! MR OW! MS NG! MS SEET! MS LIANG! MS WONG! MS SHAM! MS TAI! MRS LIM!
i super super love them lots lah! best teachers in the world!
wanted to watch the performance at 815pm one.
after walking into the hall. being told to leave. cos we are not properly attired?
maybe cos we are not in sch uni. thats why.
but like that also considered not properly attired?
really dont get it.
went back malaysia on sat. went on a shopping spree with aunts, cousins and parents.
bought 2 pairs of heels, a pair of shoes, a pair of sandals.
2 shirts. 2 pair of shorts.
i guessed in just one day i spent like more than $100?
heh. anyway, on sunday went shopping with cousins and parents again.
went to eat dim sum for breakfast. and went off to shop!
bought more shirts and shorts. and jeans!
big harvest in this new year. 2008.
lols. i seriously bought alot alot of clothes and stuffs this year that i lost count of it.
i gotta save money now!
i must start saving.
lunar new year need money for gambling.
cousins' weddings need money too.
argh! i'm gonna be broke soon!
i seriously hate it when people forced me to do something i dont wish to do.
its like i dont want to go work anymore, parents are forcing me to go work at uncle's lawyer firm.
whats the point.
yes, i can learnt something there. but i wont be happy working there.
it's like at malaysia. i wont be able to use the com that often to ctach up with my friends.
and now my dad told me that got chance go back ICA work.
i was like, "its none of my business. i dont wish to work. i wanna stay at home and relax."
i've sacrificed ALOT of my relaxation time just for this work.
grrr. why cant parents just try to understand what i exactly want.
why must they forced me to do something i dont wish to do?
grr!!
I just think of you ♥, 3:19 AM.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
very fast, the first week of 2008 will end soon. yeah.
will be kinda busy these few weeks.
4 jan> sec sch orientation. help out at their booth and presentation.
12 jan> OA accred. FD accred. this whole day will be busy with accreds and accreds.
within the first 3weeks> class chalet.
26 jan> VI passing out ceremony. this will take up another whole day.
and and and!! i need to do more shopping!!!
i have one whole long of shopping list!!
i'll never ever get tired of shopping!!
but i need get get someone to go shopping with me!!
lols.
yesterday was WONG QIWEN"S BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY to you, bongbong.
hahas. celebrated for him at rjc. i think.
i wasnt there. but i knew they bought a cake for him.
smashed it on his face and slapped him on his back!
lols!! i missed all the fun.
but there's always another chance.
bong! i'll pass you your present some other time.
and also yulian, your present is with me!!
lols.
i realised that, no matter how strong i am seemed to be.
i still need my friends and of cos my vip batchmates.
they are like a so cool bunch of fellows.
they will always be there for me, when i need them.
thank you so much vip0908 batch.
will be going down hq later.
to pass money $$$ to stephen sir. for the VI UNIFORM!
woots. i need to save more money right now!!
to buy vi jacket. more instructor shirts.
okay, ignore me. i'm just bullshitting! lols.
anyway. going back down to school later after i go down to hq.
for the orientation.
hope they wont screwed it up.
is not that i dont trust them or what.
there's always a huiting whom i can trust.
but it's just their attitude that makes me feel irritated.
especially this particular girl.
she's just so, grr!!!
neeway, it's gonna be the first weekend of 2008.
let's have fun!!! (:
sometimes is it that i think too much?
you're like so important in my life.
and yet you do this to me.
life is just so unpredictable.
perhaps. in the first place. i shouldnt even have feelings for you.
whats the point. it will only hurt me even more.
at times i feel so hurt that i felt like ending my stupid life.
but after much thinking. is it worth it?
is it worth it for me to die for you?
the answer is NO. dying for a person like you, is a stupid action.
i will NOT die for you. and i will NOT have feelings for you anymore.
i know it will be difficult.
like how i tried so much to forget about zh.
but i know i can do it.
cos there's GOD and my many many friends, fellow vip batchmates and seniors.
i was totally wrong about you.
what's over is over. i will not dwell over it anymore.
will be kinda busy these few weeks.
4 jan> sec sch orientation. help out at their booth and presentation.
12 jan> OA accred. FD accred. this whole day will be busy with accreds and accreds.
within the first 3weeks> class chalet.
26 jan> VI passing out ceremony. this will take up another whole day.
and and and!! i need to do more shopping!!!
i have one whole long of shopping list!!
i'll never ever get tired of shopping!!
but i need get get someone to go shopping with me!!
lols.
yesterday was WONG QIWEN"S BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY to you, bongbong.
hahas. celebrated for him at rjc. i think.
i wasnt there. but i knew they bought a cake for him.
smashed it on his face and slapped him on his back!
lols!! i missed all the fun.
but there's always another chance.
bong! i'll pass you your present some other time.
and also yulian, your present is with me!!
lols.
i realised that, no matter how strong i am seemed to be.
i still need my friends and of cos my vip batchmates.
they are like a so cool bunch of fellows.
they will always be there for me, when i need them.
thank you so much vip0908 batch.
will be going down hq later.
to pass money $$$ to stephen sir. for the VI UNIFORM!
woots. i need to save more money right now!!
to buy vi jacket. more instructor shirts.
okay, ignore me. i'm just bullshitting! lols.
anyway. going back down to school later after i go down to hq.
for the orientation.
hope they wont screwed it up.
is not that i dont trust them or what.
there's always a huiting whom i can trust.
but it's just their attitude that makes me feel irritated.
especially this particular girl.
she's just so, grr!!!
neeway, it's gonna be the first weekend of 2008.
let's have fun!!! (:
sometimes is it that i think too much?
you're like so important in my life.
and yet you do this to me.
life is just so unpredictable.
perhaps. in the first place. i shouldnt even have feelings for you.
whats the point. it will only hurt me even more.
at times i feel so hurt that i felt like ending my stupid life.
but after much thinking. is it worth it?
is it worth it for me to die for you?
the answer is NO. dying for a person like you, is a stupid action.
i will NOT die for you. and i will NOT have feelings for you anymore.
i know it will be difficult.
like how i tried so much to forget about zh.
but i know i can do it.
cos there's GOD and my many many friends, fellow vip batchmates and seniors.
i was totally wrong about you.
what's over is over. i will not dwell over it anymore.
I just think of you ♥, 2:45 AM.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
we did took photos with the sirs.
thats me with joyce and yuhuahans was being extra. lols.
vip0908.
hans and stephen
qiwen and stephen
my babes!
vip0908.
hans and stephen
qiwen and stephen
my babes!
safa baby!!
okay, now i did post some photos for the VI RETREAT!!
welcome 2008, goodbye 2007
2007. many sweet memories and many painful heartache.
thank you for being once the sweet guy in my life.
you know who you are.
our relationship is full of ups and downs.
but you're always being so forgiving.
thank you so much for that.
thank you GOD for 4A 2007.
the best class ever in my life.
brought many joys and laughters in my life.
we shared joy, laughter, tears together. thanks so much for everything.
i shall not elaborate much on what happen in 2007.
today is the start of 2008.
a brand new year.
it is also a year full of challenges, stress, not forgetting full of fun too.
just pray that everything will go on smoothly and good health for all! (:
I just think of you ♥, 2:29 AM.
